Blur ..

Blur
Sometimes my vision is blur,
sometimes I cant see things properly
Sometimes I can think properly
Sometimes I get confuse ..
Sometimes I not myself
Sometimes I do not know what I want
Sometimes ..

So many sometimes ..

Will you guide me? Help me? Walked with me? Care me?

:)

ps: just typing it out randomly after looking at the pictures. NOT speaking bout any other thing else.

This is what I wanna say.

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well, that's alright because
I love the way you lie I love the way you lie
I can't tell you what it really is,
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife in my windpipe
I can't breathe but I still fight while I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight
High off of love, drunk from my hate
It's like I'm huffin' paint and I love it,
The more I suffer I suffocate and right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates me
She fuckin' hates me, and I love it
Wait, where you going? I'm leaving you, no, you ain't
Come back, we're running right back, here we go again
It's so insane, 'cause when it's going good, it's going great
I'm Superman with the wind at his back
She's Lois Lane but when it's bad, it's awful,
I feel so ashamed I snap, "Who's that dude?",
I don't even know his name I laid hands on her,
I never stoop so low again I guess I don't know my own strength
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well, that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie I love the way you lie
You ever love somebody so much, you could barely breathe when you with 'em?
You meet, and neither one of you even know it hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling, yeah, them chills, used to get 'em
Now you're gettin' fuckin' sick of lookin' at 'em
You swore you'd never hit 'em, never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each others face spewing venom in your words when you spit 'em
You push, pull each others hair, scratch, claw, bit 'em
Throw 'em down, pin 'em, so lost in the moments when you're in 'em
It's the race that took over, it controls you both
So they say you'd best to go your separate ways, guess that they don't know ya
'Cause today, that was yesterday, yesterday is over, it's a different day
Sound like broken records playing over
But you promised her, next time you'd show restraint
You don't get another chance, life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again, now you get to watch her leave out the window
Guess that's why they call it "window pane"
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's alright because I love the way you lie I
love the way you lie I love the way you lie
Now I know we said things, did things that we didn't mean
And we fall back into the same patterns, same routine
But your temper's just as bad as mine is, you're the same as me
But when it comes to love, you're just as blinded
Baby, please come back, it wasn't you, baby, it was me
Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is I love you too much to walk away though
Come inside, pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk?
Told you this is my fault, look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed, I'll aim my fist at the drywall
Next time? There won't be no next time
I apologize, even though I know it's lies I'm tired of the games,
I just want her back, I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fuckin' leave again,
I'ma tie her to the bed And set this house on fire
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's alright because I love the way you lie I love the way you lie

Something for myself

Just a song for myself.

August Update ..

It has been awhile .. so now lets just have a lil update.

The 6th Studio Anniversary Dinner and Dance has done, this year I did not perform Salsa, Merengue and Bachata like what I've done last year. This year I did perform Ballroom Waltz routine. The one and only I've perform. Other than that, nothing else, I was running around busy taking pictures, oh yeah, the official photographer this time.

And yes, this year, I din really do much of Salsa, I start learning new stuff which is Ballroom dance. Waltz, Tango, Rhythm .. so far that is the 3 I've learned. But definitely no where near good in any of those.

Other than that, nothing else diff from last time .. :) stil the same old me.

There .. will just stop here, because I simply can't think of anything else to update.